October 19, 2020 I had a follow-up baseline Brain MRI with contrast.
That date was the 31st year Anniversary of my very first MRI experience
which found the first big ol’ tumor.

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October 28, we had an appointment with my new Neurosurgeon, who I will never need in that capacity Because…. Wait for it….
As he entered the room he stated, “There’s nothing in there.”

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My reaction, “What! What do you mean there’s nothing in there? There’s a beautiful brain in there!”

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Through his laughter he said,

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“Let me rephrase that. The brain tumors are GONE.”

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“What!?! Show me!!!!” He did and they are! His report stated,

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“….there is certainly no new finding in her brain, and no other treatment is needed.”

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This is miracle stuff! They are GONE! Following 17 years after my craniotomy, they were found during an MRI.

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Now after 15 years since the second diagnosis in late 2006 and Gamma Knife Surgery in 2007, they are GONE!

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Yes, the one was gone before seven years after my craniotomy and that too was miracle stuff.

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Then 17 years later again rocking my world two appear.

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Now, today, I could sit in that fearful anxiety saying things like,

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“It’s only two years away from before.”

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Or, perpetually I could marinade in the possibility of what, right now, does not exist but what if it does in the future.

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Instead, I choose to live in the bliss of miracle stuff. Not until…..as there may never be an until.